1. |
Pollution
03:49
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Find a better way,
To clear your mind,
Reset your brain.
I need some time to illustrate
my thoughts before I start my day,
but I always check my phone,
As soon as I’m awake,
and it sets the tone for the rest of the day
It’s mental pollution,
And constant distractions.
Reality loosens,
Leads to subconscious destruction.
I need to practice moderation,
to overcome compulsion
Roll another one,
Never mind my spoiled lungs,
Don’t wanna stay up all night,
With my thoughts.
Swear if I don’t roll another one
I’ll stay up all night,
So I rolled another one,
And shut my brain off.
It’s mental pollution,
And constant distractions.
Reality loosens,
Leads to subconscious destruction.
I need to practice moderation,
to overcome compulsion
need to practice moderation
To overcome my compulsion
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Reality loosens, it’s mental pollution
We’re all deluded
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2. |
Swisher
03:17
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Sit around,
Think about,
Life if I made the right decisions and,
Ruminate,
and analyse,
Any negative moment stuck in my mind,
Even if it’s the most minor thing,
I will dwell,
I will sink,
And find myself,
Losing hope,
And feeling trapped,
Feeling trapped in a cycle of negatives
constant reminders to better things
even if it takes the longest
I will never quit,
Depressive mindset I’m done with it.
if I’m honest,
I can admit that I’ve gotten better,
But sometimes I slip back in to a mindset
I have no control over,
And it’s so damn haunting,
25 and burning out,
At 30 will I even be around? *
Sunrise, my thoughts like blisters on my brain,
Another day of facing the inane,
Making friends with my mind, is such a useless endeavour
Please tell me it won’t stay this way forever
if I’m honest,
I can admit that I’ve gotten better,
But sometimes I slip back in to a mindset I have no control over, And it’s so damn haunting,
24 and burning out,
At 30 will I even be around?
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3. |
Dazed
02:56
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You can always tell when I’m stressed,
by how much skin is left on the flesh around my finger nails,
Cause my cuticles are non existent,
my lack of thought is consistent,
and there's so much room for improvement,
so why do I set restrictions?
I don’t know, swear I don't know.
i’m just moving slow, Incase I lose control.
We can all use something to brighten up our day,
one brief moment can make the biggest change.
Never learnt how to set pace,
I only know how to save face,
Confused and deranged
from an early age,
So a double life I engaged To minimise my rage,
And the fucking shame, the constant strain,
I can never be present when my mind is 20 years ahead, but thats the fucking point, its all in my head,
This constant dread, is nonexistent.
We can all use something to brighten up our day,
one brief moment can make the biggest change.
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4. |
Everything's Cool
02:18
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I talk to myself inside my head
Hey how are you doing today?
I'm OK just got a lot on my plate
Clear it up I'm not coming back again
I'm sick of always reminding you
Of all the shit that you gotta do
Cos you gotta do what you gotta do
And I ain't gonna do that for you.
Then I start getting confused like bippidy boppidy boo
and my brain starts to diffuse,
exits the room and says "It's all on you"
Now what am I to do?
But sit here in my room
Procrastinating youth
So afraid of the truth
You're fucking lazy and you know it’s true
I'm stabbing the brain inside my head
Won't stop till it's fucking dead
Knife slices into thin air
Nothing there but I like to pretend
That I'm normal just like you
And everything's cool
When every single night
I stay up with the moon
And evaluate every mistake
And every haunting step
That slowly turned me into this fucking wreck
Have you ever crossed the street?
And thought, "Just fucking hit me,"
I've become a product of my misery
This world just wasn't made for me
I'm trying to cope
I'm grasping for hope
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5. |
Glow
02:44
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I learned to lie from early
Then realised crying is healthy
So I'll ball my eyes out as I fucking please.
Cause it’s better than bottling up the negative energy
And risk blowing up in a fit of rage in front of friends and family
Daffodil,
Shining in your summer glow
Taking in what you know
Will only help you breathe and grow.
I wanna be as pure as you and nothing like me
I wanna stand still,
Intact with my roots.
I woke up to my headspace
Closing in so quickly
It’s given up on me
My lack of thought’s unruly
But it’s hard to think clearly
When all you do is worry.
and at times I hide from reality
But time always catches up with me
It always catches up with me.
Daffodil
Shining in the summer glow
Taking in what you know
Will only help you breathe and grow
I wanna be as pure as you and nothing like me I wanna stand still
Intact with my roots
I wanna be as pure as you, and nothing like me
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6. |
Safe
03:48
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Put it in perspective
But I’m not too perceptive
My mind is deceptive
Alters the way I see and hear things
So why do I give in,
To self deprecation,
As a coping mechanism,
Knowing it only worsens?
How do I focus on my breathing
When I’m running out of breath?
How do I fixate on the good things
When I can’t even give myself a rest?
Feeling out of place and,
Growing so complacent
With my lack of practice
To find some solace
I’m out of patience.
I’ve settled in
With feeling sick
and questioning
Every single thing.
How do I focus on my breathing
When I’m running out of breath?
How do I fixate on the good things
When I can’t even give myself a rest?
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